my submission ~ pt lll

Continued from Intro, pt l, pt ll
In Sylvanus’s last post, he brings up that he does not want me taking too much initiative. For example, getting up and doing some type of chore in the house. He would like me to ask first. I found this a bit silly that I should have to ask [...]

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The Hazards of Deviance

This past weekend, Mina and I moved into the house we are renting now,  a vast improvement over the nice-till-you-get-to-know-it apartment we used to live at. However, since we had hired movers (probably a better decision than begging friends to help, as things would turn out) the normally laborious process wasn’t promising to be as [...]

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girl crush (and a meme)

As a little update, Sylvanus and I have been very busy packing for our move this weekend. My pink leather collar has been locked into place every day upon his return home. I have also been sleeping with my chains… life is good.
During a drive one day, Sylvanus and I got into a conversation [...]

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Where have I been

As Mina has pointed out, she has not been blogging erotically in quite a while. Of course, she is too polite to point out that I have hardly been holding the fort, either. For me, I have been lapsed in my own thoughts greatly, when I can’t seem to find someone else to talk to. [...]

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his chest

My body wakes me from my slumber earlier than my alarm would.  I groan, knowing the alarm will sound soon.  Already, I grow restless and hate that my work day begins once more. Too soon.
 I hear Sylvanus stir. I need comfort. I reach my hand out and lay it on his chest. Just touching [...]

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gone

Except for HNTs, it’s been very quiet around Longing’s End for a few weeks. Looking through my archives, I see it’s been now 2 months since I have written anything erotic. Gone is my thunder. Gone are the sudden images that float to my mind. Gone are the words that once came so easily. There [...]

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wait your turn

“wait your turn”
Yes, this seems to be the motto of my life. I am not a demanding person. I take things as they come. One day at a time. I have always had faith in what goes around, comes around.
It took me 3 years to get into the special school I attended to [...]

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Integration

Now is the winter of our discontent
Made glorious summer by this sun of York;
And all the clouds that lour’d upon our house
In the deep bosom of the ocean buried.
A year ago I was locked in an epic moral battle with myself. An act of moral violence would ensue, and I would tear myself from [...]

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sedated

There were many things I didn’t understand but have come to understand today. Self discovery is an amazing thing. Ask me 2 years ago if I saw myself being a sub and gladly being belted, I would have thought you to be crazy. Though I admit those feelings have always been within me and it’s [...]

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Whistling past the graveyard

Lunch today brought about some interesting thoughts. Mina and I were discussing, at great length the ups and down of various friends in the blogosphere: relationships breaking down, careening towards chaos. While I have chosen to be very selective in the comments that I make, I do spend a lot of time talking with mina [...]

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