So, Andrew and I have exchanged a few more messages. I’m still not sure how I feel about “hooking up” with him. I’m stubborn ok! I know some of you women (and possibly men) are saying.. “Well damn girl, if you aren’t going to fuck that hot piece of ass, at least send him to someone who will!”
What can I say? I know what I want and Andrew isn’t it. Sure he *could* be fun. I pretty much have to be ok that there will never be “sessions” with him. It would be sex mixed in with some kinkier play, but I doubt he will ever be my Dom. If anything I see him more as my sub, but I am not naturally dominant and it may only be fun for a little while.
I’m getting to know what he’s interested in a bit better. From what I gather.. he is interested in piss play. It’s not something I have ever done before, but something I have been curious about. However, it is something best done between a Dom and a sub, in my opinion. Andrew’s interest though, is centered around giving me oral and having me piss on him. I think I can handle that.
Andrew has also expressed being turned on by women who cry. I am waiting for him to expand on this a bit. I’d like to know if there is something he would be doing to make these women cry in the first place, like spanking them. I have never been made to cry.. so this would be new to me… and again.. it is something best done between Dom and sub, not just a sexual liaison.
Finally, Andrew is really into the things that women wear. He loves lingerie and leather and I wear a lot of that in my Fetlife pics, however, a lot of it stayed behind in the US. He’ll be disappointed if he expects to see me in my boots and leather.
On my side though, he likes older women and apparently likes the way I look even though I am not a “skinny little thing”. I am nervous though. I take my pics and display the ones flattering to my body. I’m afraid he’ll see me in person and reject me. Oh well right? Nothing you can do.
If I do decide to explore Andrew, it would be a sexual liaison mixed with a few kinks here and there. Some of the things he’d like to do would take time and trust to establish. If we hit it off well, maybe months down the road, he could be my Dom. Decisions …. Decisions …
Being a really older woman and one who didn’t explore/experience when she really could, I’m saying – go for it. Even if the whole thing isn’t what you wanted or expected, it’s better to say, “I tried it.” than to say, “What if?”
I feel the same way about people seeing my pictures versus how I ACTUALLY look. Maybe it’s the same to them, but not in my head.
better?….LOL I’m a believer in doing what your heart and body desire love….I think you are already aware of that…
Hun, you know what I think, if you want a fuck toy, someone to possibly explore kinks that you haven’t yet tried, then enjoy!! But, knowing that you are after someone to Dominate you, to take control & to use, abuse & fuck with your mind as well as your body, then you need someone who is experienced to lead you, someone who will take you to your limits & beyond.