one year
April 2, 2008 by Mina
One year ago today, April 1st, my life changed forever. It was the day Sylvanus moved to California. It was from that day, that my life changed for the better, though it has been a long and sometimes tearful journey. The greatest gift has been the gift of my submission. The gift of being able to embrace my desires.
I enjoy my submission. I embrace it with every drop of blood in my body. I find great comfort in it. When we are apart I search for ways to connect with him. I hate taking my collar off and we are looking for that perfect public collar. I may have found the perfect one… oh how I can only dream of this one...
When it comes to expressing how much I love Sylvanus, my Master, I can’t find the right words. Lucky for me, I came across a song that did… It’s by Delerium and the title is “Touched”.
You are my angel and i believe that you were sent from above
Showing me guidance with unconditional love
And i know that it’s true
You are my best friend, i can’t believe that you came into my
Life
Giving me strength and i feel so safe in your arms
I will come to no harm
Chorus
Every time you go away, i will follow you
When you’re running scared
And you hide away
I’m right beside you
I am there
I have never been touched like this by another
Or moved or kissed or loved by my lover
Like you love me
You are my angel and i thank god that you came into my life
You are one thing i see when i close my eyes
I’m in the dark of the night
Chorus
You take me down and bring me back again (x2)
Take me down
Unfortunately, I could not find this song anywhere on the net, so you could hear it, but if you are on Pownce, I will be uploading it there...
This is truly beautiful. What a wonderful tribute
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Thank you
xoxox mina
celebrate the occasion! and do tell tomorrow…
xx, m
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Hee hee Oh we celebrated! Not sure if I want to kiss and tell this one *wink*
xoxoxo mina
Just dropping in to say “hello” - wow! 1 year already - wonderful! That would be a lovely public collar for you, btw.
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Hello sweetie! Yes it’s been one year since he’s moved out to CA. I sure hope I get one similar to this.. it is lovely.
xoxoxo mina
congrats babe! and that heart is gorgeous…. and hey, i have that very song on my pc (well i have the album) and am listening it to right now and thinking of you *hugs* t. x
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I always forget you and I share the same taste in music! We rock!
xoxoxo mina
Congrats to you guys!
That heart is beautiful, and very nice for every day.
Andrea had bought me dog tags that I wore all the time - there is something deeply fulfilling about being collared all the time.
m.
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Yes I feel so much comfort when I get to carry him around in one form or the other.
xoxoxox mina
Hello there I’ve been lurking awhile now and truly enjoy your blog.. I just “delurked” is that word? Anyway the reason I’m commenting was to ask you have you tried any of the vintage jewerly sites for your public collar many suitable items can be used for your collar each lovely and affordable.. silver, gold, gold wash..No I don’t run a site..but my Master found a victorain collar for me on one site..http://www.sundayandsunday.com/main.asp http://www.morninggloryjewelry.com/index.php
there are so many others out there too..good luck..
His fawn
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Thanks for the suggestions!
xoxoxo mina