a submissive’s thoughts and traffic

I am working on a post as to how I got “tigered” for last week’s HNT. But in the meantime, I just needed to get these thoughts down.

Amorphous and I are always discussing the changes and growths our relationship is taking. Particularly, our discussions are mostly centered around our newly evolving D/s relationship. We both have never experienced anything like this in our lives before. I have always had the desire, but he, never. He never had a desire to inflict pain on another. Thankfully for me, he was willing to give it a try and it ended up opening a whole new dynamic to our relationship.

As for me, I suppose I have more curiosity or desire to push my submission even farther. We have talked about whether or not our D/s would extend outside the bedroom. We don’t see it happening. We are quite happy keeping it at a sexual realm, but you never know what the future will bring.

We have discussed bringing in a 3rd person. And this 3d person could come in any shape or form. They may be someone purely in the “long distance” form. Where all interaction is done either by phone, IM, webcam or email. It could be someone in the physical form.

One thing for sure is, A and I are agreed that we would never go searching for someone. It’s just not our style. We believe this person will just happen into our lives. One day we will meet someone and say “hello”. Only then we will realize something and our “hellos” will change to “hey there” *wink*. lol

I am merely assuming that Amorphous would like our 3rd person to be a female. I have no problem with that at all. In fact, I am quite curious and willing to explore that, if it ever came to be. A female would be welcome in both “long distance” and the “physical” realm.

But I admit, I wouldn’t mind if a 3rd person happens to be another male. Particularly, a Dominant. In fact, he would have to be a Dominant. I am just curious. I have no desire to have sex with another man. So this isn’t about sex. In fact, right now I have no desire to be with another Dominant in a physical matter, but I am curious about having one in the “long distance” realm. Obviously one that corresponds with Amorphous. He and Amorphous decide together on my daily activities. I interact with the other Dominant only under Amorphous’s guidance. I “serve” another for him. That is my curiosity. Amorphous satisfies me. He satisfies me insanely well. So this is not about me being unsatisfied. Take it as a fantasy, if you will.

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I really was intending for this post to go somewhere different when I started.

Earlier today, Amorphous and I were driving home from spending the morning at my work. We suddenly found ourselves trapped in traffic.

His hands began caressing my legs through my jeans and they moved to my inner thighs and then to my crotch. He rubbed my pussy harder and I began to moan. He made a move to unzip my jeans and I did so for him. He slipped his fingers within my jeans, teasing me through the lace of my thong. He stopped his teasing and slipped his fingers within the folds of my lips. I became wet instantly.

But Amorphous wanted more. “Take them off.”

Right there, in the daylight, in the middle of traffic he wanted me to take my jeans off. And the submissive side of me, did not hesitate. I slipped my pants off down to my knees. I felt thrilled. I felt submissive. I didn’t care if people would see. This was all for Amorphous.

But I’d have to say that our public venture, was interrupted. No sooner had my jeans been lowered and his fingers searched my cunt, a police vehicle came driving by on our shoulder. It made us stop. It made us laugh and then it made the moment hard to recover.

But there will be more chances to venture I am sure.

It was fun to see my submissive side come out in a public place. It was, in fact, a very welcomed venture. It seemed to come so naturally for me. For him I would do anything.

***Please be sure to scroll down and read Amorphous’s latest entry. I kinda stole his thunder! ***